I just got hearing aids for the first time in my life.
I now hear all the things.
I don’t know weather to cry or attempt to hug music somehow.
I heard what my mum actually sounds like. Jesus fuck.
I can hear the neighbors having sex.
This was a mistake.
It’s occurred to me I’m not going to be able to move on.. Because I don’t want to, I still love you so much and only want you, even though you’re being so distant and cold with me.. Why can’t we try? Why aren’t I the one for you anymore? Why do you have to break my heart and destroy my soul?
How do you move on. I dont get it. It sucks to have been in love with the same person for so long. Plus since he was my first love I just cant understand that people actually move on. How? I just dont know. I sincerely hope some day that I can find someone who will stay forever. Not that its…